Getting my ass chewed...... Yep, I umn am not doing a good job with the updates.

Part of the reason is that when the market stops being a bull market, I have to trade it aggressively. Meaning play things pulling back or look for reversals. I lost some cash last week going up against my Nemesis the Nasdaq....

I blog aggressively on my stock blog, but it's not very interesting... really... It's just my journal.

I purchased a fern... how "Lonely guy" is that.

Stan O'neal at merrel lynch got the shaft, got powerplayed over being to honest.

Just an update on the danny bonaduce thing.... I think the fight with Fairplay was staged, and they were drunk. It's also an attempt by fairplay to get some publicity, so that he doesn't have to get an actual job. Those burger flipping jobs are rough, and I feel for him.

Though Bonaduce, is kind of an asshole.... But imagine being him, getting enough cash from residuals to sort of live. Then being subject to public ridicule for being this cute kid, having drunk assholes and moms and grandmothers always "stepping up" to you. Then fighting against it, by being a "Bad Boy" drunk. I like to see him turning things around, and hope he keeps it up. I think what I'm saying is ... I guess I have to give him some "Props".

I'm thinking about getting rid of my car, Understand I drive like 10 miles a month, maybe 20. This is going to turn into a story problem, like my cell phone (which BTW costs me about $20 per phone call). so, at $400 per year in insurance, and maintenance $300. Taxes licencing $200. Which is $3.75 per mile roughly, not including gas.

problem is... I'd be one of those Car-less people.

Not sure if anyone is into Zombie movies....

but this was funny..... but understand how much I love a shitty foreign zombie movie.

I am getting tempted by the idea of a half or a full marathon. Mostly because I'm in rough shape, and need to get back on the training.(cause I only exercise a few times a week, but it's starting to threaten only 2 times a week.)... oh and I feel like crap.

Oh... back to my fern, I got one that was looking a little sickly, and with some fertilizer it's starting to darken and perk up. It's been abused, I'm psyched for it to repair it's leafs, and get more stable in it's current location. I'm a little concerned that it's not going to get much light, I'm realizing my office is a fairly low light environment.

DubYa.... That asshole. So he is talking about the economy... and he goes "how exciting it must be to be a person one of these versatile people in this economy, People under 40 who spend a few years in one career, then get retrained into another. Just to be that versatile must be exciting."

As someone who has retrained a few times... BTW you fucking shitbag, you want to know who pays for that retraining... not my employer, but me most of the time. It's Fucking sweet to be in this economy and spend 20% of my resources Training Constantly. Sure, I'd like to sit on my ass and just coin money, but no... i get to Retrain constantly......

Post update

I'm trying to come up with something for this blog, I'm going to do some meditating this morning, get my crap together

I don't think I would fuck with danny bonaduce

the guy has some fucked up ignorant understandings of politics. But that fucker is a Freight Train. I think some people have tried to take a swing at him.

there are other video's where you see Danny throw the "Johnny Fairplay" sign at the end...
Ya, I watched about 2 episodes of this... and he was the reason I stopped watching that series...
in fact I never watched it again.

if you watch earlier Danny fights you see that he isn't' as fit. Like when he fought greg Brady... but damn he still is a freight train.

Point being "don't' fuck with danny bonaduce

and Fairplay is a queen.

So, here goes

I imagine some of you are riding cross this weekend... or other things... I'm working on the momentum to go to dog lake or desolation lake, depending on the weather.

I need to grab an air filter for my car.. probably some other things.... looking like I'll hit it about 12-1 hopefully....

I'm going to pack fairly heavy, so a trail run is unlikely. I feel so crappy... just a nice hike is likely.



UPDATE:

Fuck that its fucking wet out there.

Eight thousand more less jobs

Challenger numbers came out, CNBC thinks they sound bad, so they aren't talking about them..... But... it's like 8 thousand more, less jobs than last month.... I'm just saying that ... Wait maybe it's less more less jobs? with a cut of 71,739 jobs this month, which is a retraction from the September negative 79,459... I'm just saying it's almost like you could say we are bottoming in unemployment losses... bottoming in 10 months or so.... but bottoming...

But the Fed will cut rates right????

*chuckle* this is so stupid... I wish I was short the market.

The wall of worry

I can be such a dickhead sometimes....... Seriously.....

Here I am.... thinking about everything that could go wrong, then there are the things that could go right.... and.... shit never works out Exactly how you want it to......

I very much want to get to sleep...

and to be honest if I just shut it all off, and went to bed... I bet I'd be asleep....

but.....I'm trying to climb the wall of worry...

Kudlow says I'm right..... That's reasuring....