hmmmm..

I'm trying to come up with a nice post.

Most of you know how liberal I am. With my Crazy Stock market Trading, it's been an interesting education for me..... Before you jump to the conclusion that I've gotten all Conservative. I tell you, I am seeing a balance between having a contested political debate, and a lop sided one...

Honestly I see an all republican government being as lousy for governing as an all democratic. either way there just becomes so much infighting, that it's corrosive to a healthy balance in our Government.

Australian open.

well we have had an interesting first Major tennis tournament of 2007. My girl Henin was knocked out, by sharapova who is having one hell of a great match. Andy Roddick, melted down in an early round... As I type Roger federer is struggling against Djokovic.... both Williams sisters were eliminated. Very interesting Tennis.....
The most amazing part is a Phenom from France named Tsonga, a great hope of Male French tennis. He looks like the bastard son of mohammad Ali.

Personal stuff.
Long damn month on the stock market... It's been good and I've made good money. It's been ridiculously stressful, not making it fun. I'd prefer if it were fun. I'd prefer the bull market. After these long weeks, I'm finally crashing from the stress. Licking my wounds so to speak. I need about 6 hours of Zen time, just to recollect myself. I'm not good to be around, because my decompression is ... well has been so intense. I keep trying to hasten the process.

All of this culminating with another epic throw down phone call with my old man.... the usual "you should....."
"No."
"But.......Bla bla bla bl... I want I want I want."
"ok, I can only give this."
"but bla bla bla bl"
"you are lucky I'm doing that."
"I want I want I want."
"Ok, these are the consequences for that..... are you willing to live with them."
"No, how if you live with the consequences."
"you see.. you make your life more difficult, not mine. It's very clear. I will X, if you want Y. then Z. do you want X? or Y and by consequence Z."
"but you just live with the consequences of what I want."
"No, You made the decision, the consequences are yours, not mine. It's called responsibility."

hate when I have throw the responsibility smack down on My father. then there is the repeated follow up phone calls, that I then ignore. WTF sometimes. Even worse is that I start deleting messages, Cause I don't give a shit.

You have to understand how I believe one lives, Either you are a benefit or a liability. Once you hit liability stage, You are in trouble... People don't realize that when they deal with me... are you a good positive thing? or not.

Politics.
I am disappointed that it will be Ken and Barbie for the election... I struggle to come up with a better candidate, I'd love to see McCain. McCain anyone, Romney makes me sick..... I like McCain.


Well Roger Feeder is trying to lose... Com on roger..... Oops he just rolled over.