Umn... I'm not sure what it means... but it feels right.
So, Had a little date this evening.... does it help my case that I decided to rinse my mouth out with Peppermint Schnapps??? Just asking. It was just like mouth wash... I wonder if it's cheaper.
Decided a couple of things:
I've dated this woman for quite some time. Seems like, cyclically I realize why, I don't want to hang with her. First of all, we don't connect... at all. I've thought that connecting in a very personal level was nearly impossible. But besides explaining how T.V. ruins peoples ability to focus... and overall Ruins their ability to think, or act in rational ways... Which she agrees with, but only cause I'm super smart and snobby, and she likes that.
My overall point is that I'd like to connect with her on some kind of real personal level.
So... Second... She has a kid, But seriously.... Could she just shut the fuck up about her kid... and if it's not the kid it's her god damn ex husband... .Wow two subjects I don't want to talk about.
Ok, not to be a snob about kids, But Damn... could she get a hobby. Damn how uninteresting "my son, sat and made cardboard ornaments for 3 hours."...... how about the fact that we talked about it for 2..... Lady your kid is like 5 it's time to let the leash out a bit.
I guess that makes me an asshole for not wanting to spend 99% of my conversation talking about shit her kid did.... It's hard to feign excitement....
Besides my diatribe ..... or excepting it.
I've decided I'm becoming more "enlightened"... sure, I have my moments...
- I'm tending to trust my instincts more.
- I tend to be more accepting.
- I'm more in the now.
- I also tend to not see things how I want them to be.
it's interesting.
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